It was a wednesday
yeah, it must have been a wednesday
because it was the first day of the month
and i came over after school
do you remember?
i came over after school
i picked you up
in my car
'cause i'm the one who can drive,
and we went to your house
but i couldn't stay for long
because i had work in a few hours.
but i came over
because i wanted to see you
again
and i knew then how i felt
but i wouldn't say it
not yet
i wanted to wait
to see what happened
i didn't want to rush it
not like all the other times
because it felt different
good
but different
and so i knew i didn't want it
to be like all the other times
You're okay now
you're okay
and it's okay
and
everyone
will be
okay
So just hold me
and hug me
and don't let me
go
take me by the hand
and feel it
and feel me
and the love
I have for
you
I don't know where this
is going
but it's going somewhere
good
So take my hand and
I'll lead the way
and together
we'll find a place ,
Somewhere
we can be happy...
Sometimes
you need to hear the words
before you can actually
believe them
no matter how many times
other people try
to make you understand
it means nothing
until
that one person says it
and then you believe it
because now
it
sinks
in
and you can't help but smile
and cry
all at once
and then you're laughing
because you're crying
and you're crying because you're laughing
and you're smiling because
because of those words
and you just want to grab that person
the one who said it
and hold them
and hug them
and tell them that you didn't doubt it
even though you did
every
single
day
of your life
...
but no more
bec
You have taken me further than I could ever imagine into my wildest dreams,
and it's the most incredible feeling that you send shooting through me,
but I have to accept that I won't be chosen,
because that's the way my story goes .......................
..... even if I wish I could change my story.
I'll never understand.
Sasha sat there staring at the screen not really focusing on the actual film but fully aware of her surroundings. Dan was sitting beside her, so close that they were touching. In her chest her heart was beating fast, her palms were sweaty yet she was freezing cold. He was commentating the movie that had to be one of the worst they'd ever seen and nothing like they thought, because they wanted to see it so badly. Sasha giggled at his silly remarks and wondered if she should move away. Their bodies were touching and she didn't know what he was thinking or feeling but she just couldn't bring herself to do it. The couch dipped into the middle any
She sat there, by the lake, hunched over like old women are; her short stumpy legs barely touching the ground from the park bench. Her arms clutched at the cardigan wrapping it tighter around her as the wind howled across the water's rough surface. The sky was dark and grey clouds threatened rain. A heavy storm was approaching, and fast. The old lady shivered and her wet tears stung her wrinkly face. Her eyes were red and blotchy underneath large, thick, rimmed spectacles. She sat alone and alone she remained for the rest of the evening. No one came in search of her, not before the rain and not after. She cried there in the storm by the lake,
It was a wednesday
yeah, it must have been a wednesday
because it was the first day of the month
and i came over after school
do you remember?
i came over after school
i picked you up
in my car
'cause i'm the one who can drive,
and we went to your house
but i couldn't stay for long
because i had work in a few hours.
but i came over
because i wanted to see you
again
and i knew then how i felt
but i wouldn't say it
not yet
i wanted to wait
to see what happened
i didn't want to rush it
not like all the other times
because it felt different
good
but different
and so i knew i didn't want it
to be like all the other times
You're okay now
you're okay
and it's okay
and
everyone
will be
okay
So just hold me
and hug me
and don't let me
go
take me by the hand
and feel it
and feel me
and the love
I have for
you
I don't know where this
is going
but it's going somewhere
good
So take my hand and
I'll lead the way
and together
we'll find a place ,
Somewhere
we can be happy...
Sometimes
you need to hear the words
before you can actually
believe them
no matter how many times
other people try
to make you understand
it means nothing
until
that one person says it
and then you believe it
because now
it
sinks
in
and you can't help but smile
and cry
all at once
and then you're laughing
because you're crying
and you're crying because you're laughing
and you're smiling because
because of those words
and you just want to grab that person
the one who said it
and hold them
and hug them
and tell them that you didn't doubt it
even though you did
every
single
day
of your life
...
but no more
bec
You have taken me further than I could ever imagine into my wildest dreams,
and it's the most incredible feeling that you send shooting through me,
but I have to accept that I won't be chosen,
because that's the way my story goes .......................
..... even if I wish I could change my story.
I'll never understand.
Sasha sat there staring at the screen not really focusing on the actual film but fully aware of her surroundings. Dan was sitting beside her, so close that they were touching. In her chest her heart was beating fast, her palms were sweaty yet she was freezing cold. He was commentating the movie that had to be one of the worst they'd ever seen and nothing like they thought, because they wanted to see it so badly. Sasha giggled at his silly remarks and wondered if she should move away. Their bodies were touching and she didn't know what he was thinking or feeling but she just couldn't bring herself to do it. The couch dipped into the middle any
How To Save a Life by PleasurelyPainful, literature
Literature
How To Save a Life
1. Love
2. Always be willing to listen
3. Let things go
4. Laugh with someone everyday
5. Lend a hand
6. Don't be scared
7. Listen with your heart, not just your ears
8. Stop
9. Breathe
10. Cry if you must
11. Touch
12. Forgive
13. Release
14. Have faith
15. Surrender
16. Open up
17. Remember
18. Accept help
19. Don't assume somebody is okay because they say they are
20. Be a shoulder to cry on
21. Let go... There's a beautiful lesson in the breakdown
22. It's okay to be different
23. Smile
24. Just be
25. Don't EVER think you're 'weak'
26. Be prepared to cancel all your plans if someone needs you
27. Trust each othe
This is my story:
Lets start with my name, it's Jamie. Nice to meet you! I am 34 years ancient, which I suspect explains why I'm so mental. I was adopted when I was 5, and although I had problems, I was soon to discover just how bad things could get.
Read on.
I'll cut to the chase, and leave out the not so interesting things. My adoptive parents were, and are, spineless, evil, cowards, and my dad is...well, a sick man. Sadly, he is also a minister...go figure. By the time I was 8, my parents had no further use for me because I wasn't a girl (sick), and because my sisters no longer liked me. I had the same problems a lot of you g
What Life We Had: SweetChile by Toph-Luvs-Zuko, literature
Literature
What Life We Had: SweetChile
What Life We Had
We were always funny in that car-crash sort of way, you know? Like a train wreck, where no matter how nasty or ridiculous it got, you couldnt turn away. We were an icon of sorts.
Polar opposites. We were so completely different, we attracted each other. What was that your mother always said oh right, Opposites attract. Were living proof arent we?
You were deeper on an intellectual level, always seeing the world in shades of black and white. All you ever saw was the reality. I was more out-of-the-box. I could see the fine line of gray in between; and I was pretty sure, every time you were
1. Stop searching for all the problems, and start looking for the awesome things in life.
2. There's always an endless supply of things to be stressed about. Don't waste your time on them. Just let them go.
3. Be happy for others who are happy or successful, even if you're jealous of them.
4. Accept that life isn't perfect.
5. Believe that you are wonderful and beautiful; love yourself just the way you are.
6. The quickest way to help yourself is to help others.
7. Be open to other/new possibilities.
8. Listen to what others have to say.
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10. Reslove conflicts with g
I knew from a very young age that I was meant to be a mother. I would brush my doll's golden blonde hair with the finest comb I could find, and untangle her knots with ease; I would dress her carefully in her nicest clothes so she was presentable for the evening's company; I would make sure her house was nice and tidy, the floors washed and the rugs vacuumed, the paintings hung in a straight line and the dishes dried and put away. Yes, I would have been a great mother, if given the opportunity.
Lately my dreams have been filled with the haunting cries of the children I can never bare. They row their boats gently down the stream, laughter upo
"Just another soul living in this wide world hoping one day I'll mean something and change something and be someone..."
^^That's something I've had on here for so long. But now, now I feel like I've finally found myself, and am with someone who I love so very very much and I feel as though I DO mean something, that I am someone... I hope that one day though I still can mean something more and contribute to something special and change something - for the better...
Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.
when there's a special someone you can call yours, it makes the world a better place., <3
Favourite Movies
Pay It Forward
Favourite Books
The Forgotten Garden - Kate Morton
Tools of the Trade
Camera. Laptop. Pen and Paper.
Other Interests
Acting - a huge passion of mine and I'd love to be an actress. Photography - because I feel like it's the perfect way to capture a perfect moment or memory. Travel - I want to see the world and experience cultures. Nature - because it's beautiful.
Crazy things are happening.
And I don't think I really know anymore.
I mean I used to think I knew. I thought I knew what I wanted and where I was going and that all I had to do was make it happen.
And yes I do suppose to a point I think that still,
But all the same I know that it's not that easy, and you can plan all you want but there is someone out there controlling things, there is, there must be... Everyone's story is already written, and the choices we make lead us to this place that we're meant to be..
I'm so lucky, I'm so very lucky, everything is going okay for me, and things that I wanted to happen ARE happening.
I AM making t
... I haven't been on dA in such a very very long time. Yes occasionally perhaps since my last journal entry I checked in and browsed my inbox , but not like today. Not like just now. No, because I have just been through it all and I'm starting a fresh. I apologise for not viewing most of the inbox , it's not that your work isn't worthy just that I don't think I have the time!!
I've actually just spent two hours catching up with a couple of things and discovering a few of you had changed your usernames and confused the absolute crap out of me! haha.
Now I'm really posting this because I want to say that just now I was looking at some of my
I decided a new journal entry was the way to go because my dA profile is looking a bit old and even though I don't know if anyone will read this but it's gonna be out there anyway...
I'm really happy atm, like really really.
Things are going well for me, and I feel like the luckiest girl ever.
This would be because my boyfriend is the most incredible guy IN THE WORLD!
He could not be any more perfect for me if he tried.
I love him <3 I really really do..